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I'm Actually A Happy Person

The generation made only of skin, bones, and that which can be injected into the first
So that we can make believe even after we’ve kissed adolescence goodbye
We can play pretend
Pretend that our reality is what we wish it were
Though we should be holding back a bitter, abrasive laugh
Should be finding it hilarious
How we make believe our reality is one thing
But through our actions we unceasingly choose to let our circumstances choose the shape and size of our world
How we act as though it is only logical that our past should define our present
But our present define our future?
“You just don’t understand”
As long as we aren’t drowning, we’ll let the ebb and flow of mundane living continue to wash over us, coming in,
Now out,
Rocking us gently back and forth
Now suffocating
Now letting us up to gasp for air
A lullaby so patient, so constant
We lose consciousness to the fact
That we’re slowly drowning
But so long as death doesn’t come before Friday,
We’ll peaceably be content to do no more than a little grumbling
And let that tide rock us to sleep

I’ve been told that time heals
But I’ve seen that this generation has none to spare

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